Yet another truth learnt...its so truly framed that death is the biggest reality, and life is the biggest lie!!
The difference between life and death is just a fraction of second....We are depressed and sad, want to cry and cry when some one we know, some one close to us passes away in just a few mere seconds....But the effect wont last long on all of us. exams within the next 3 days and everyone of us will be concerned on how to make the most of the available time and study the max we could get an A and maintain our gpa....Life is really one big bitter truth....But I just cant stop thinking the pain his family must be going through. Its like a forever dark, bitter truth for them which they'll encounter every second of their life.Its a reminder to all of us about the reality of this world.
May your soul rest in peace Zohaib, and may Allah bless your parents with courage to bear this irrepairable loss. Miss You Loads:(
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Achievement of the day
Well a tiring day but now as i write i could feel a sense of satisfaction....finally we pulled it off...thanks to all those who helped me pulling it off well...to me it meant a LOT!!!.after planning and planning and altering them, doing their critical analysis we finally managed to work out a plan. but with the fear that whether we are on the right track. The fear, the tension, the uncertainty, the reaction, the execution....OMG!!!...My heart beat was around 100 or something, and a normal human pulse rate should be some what around 70 pulses/min. I was really tensed and worried, the way I'm before exams. I couldn't help it but it all meant alot to me. And unfortunately none of those people who were supposed to get their cars had them!! But still they manage to make it. As we drove to our destination, I couldn't stop praying "Please God, make her like it what ever we have done".
Anyways, things turn out good, infact they went AMAZING!!The surprise was a true surprise. It was something PERFECT. 100% as we planned:).....Thank God!!!
May God bless you.
Love You loads....muah muah:P
Anyways, things turn out good, infact they went AMAZING!!The surprise was a true surprise. It was something PERFECT. 100% as we planned:).....Thank God!!!
May God bless you.
Love You loads....muah muah:P
Sunday, March 15, 2009
WHY LABEL??
I have been hearing this world for the last 5yrs but could not understand whether it have got a good connotation or bad.....People when call one by this name their tome is usually sarcastic and their attitude have a touch of ridicule....I am really really confused and time to time when people label me with this word i think whether i should take it as a complement or do what???
The adjective I'm talking about is NERD!!!
To me studies are my first priority, though i wasn't able to achieve good grades in my A-levels but have always been very hard working. I believe in putting an extra 100% when it comes to studies...probably it is because my parents have struggled alot to provide s with the best education. My dad used to work in a top-notch MNC, he worked there for 19yrs. i was just in class forth when the company was merged and my father had to take golden handshake and leave the job. My dad started with another job where his income was relatively very low to his previous job. My dad could have changed my school and put me in an average school where the fees would be less. but he did not took such an easy step...my young sis was in class 2 and studying in one of the most elite schools of Karachi.
At that time i was just 9years old, but this all have made me prioritize my studies. People make fun of me that i study alot, I'm a NERD, i do not enjoy life and all that...but i think its all crap..it is just the way you prioritize things in your life. everyone have a different approach to life. I think its essential to study hard, get good grades, maintain a high GPA. I know this is not a measure of your intelligence but to me its a measure of persistence, commitment. And for me its a playing field where i believe in holding the leverage by getting good grades.
So hardwork be it anywhere is the most worthy thing one can possess. And i believe in working hard for my grades. The sense of satisfaction and achievement i get from it is amazing. So all you guys who make fun of many of us who work hard and study and aim for high grades and gpa's are not fools, weirdos, idiots,stupids. It's just that to us the most important thing to us is studies and good grades...
So all those who make fun, please note that its just our top most priority and when we don't joke about your priorities you should not make fun of others like me and please don't put labels on us!!
The adjective I'm talking about is NERD!!!
To me studies are my first priority, though i wasn't able to achieve good grades in my A-levels but have always been very hard working. I believe in putting an extra 100% when it comes to studies...probably it is because my parents have struggled alot to provide s with the best education. My dad used to work in a top-notch MNC, he worked there for 19yrs. i was just in class forth when the company was merged and my father had to take golden handshake and leave the job. My dad started with another job where his income was relatively very low to his previous job. My dad could have changed my school and put me in an average school where the fees would be less. but he did not took such an easy step...my young sis was in class 2 and studying in one of the most elite schools of Karachi.
At that time i was just 9years old, but this all have made me prioritize my studies. People make fun of me that i study alot, I'm a NERD, i do not enjoy life and all that...but i think its all crap..it is just the way you prioritize things in your life. everyone have a different approach to life. I think its essential to study hard, get good grades, maintain a high GPA. I know this is not a measure of your intelligence but to me its a measure of persistence, commitment. And for me its a playing field where i believe in holding the leverage by getting good grades.
So hardwork be it anywhere is the most worthy thing one can possess. And i believe in working hard for my grades. The sense of satisfaction and achievement i get from it is amazing. So all you guys who make fun of many of us who work hard and study and aim for high grades and gpa's are not fools, weirdos, idiots,stupids. It's just that to us the most important thing to us is studies and good grades...
So all those who make fun, please note that its just our top most priority and when we don't joke about your priorities you should not make fun of others like me and please don't put labels on us!!
It's all about RESPECTING:)
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Female Education
Just after 5months after my eleventh grade started a fellow class mate of mine got married. And then one after another my friends who were just 16 or 17 years old got married. Even a few of my juniors got engaged. This was pretty disturbing for me.
I don't know why i used to feel awkward when i hear a girl of my age or even younger than me getting married...I try a lot to figure out the reasons but unfortunately i could not. ....i think all girls should do their gradation at least and live some years of their life independent...earning, seeing the corporate world, gaining some practical experience. i think these few things are really really important for all girls keeping in view the society we belong to. the job wont bring any riches in monetary form to a girl or her family but the valuable experience she gains is a life saviour. when you go out and meet different people one learns many things which no university nor any college nor any friend nor anyone of your family could teach you.
I personally learn alot when i go for those corporate interviews for my reports...So far at IBA i have only done around 10 of such interviews but what i learnt in those 10 sessions was never told to me by any of my teacher. obviously its not something explicit and overtly written that I'm asking you to memorize but i believe with every step you take a whole new world filled with knowledge and learning strikes you.
I am a strong support of female education because what they have to face after marriage they need proper education to handle that....they need the knowledge of practical world and the sense of dealing with circumstances and this could only be attained through experience:)
I don't know why i used to feel awkward when i hear a girl of my age or even younger than me getting married...I try a lot to figure out the reasons but unfortunately i could not. ....i think all girls should do their gradation at least and live some years of their life independent...earning, seeing the corporate world, gaining some practical experience. i think these few things are really really important for all girls keeping in view the society we belong to. the job wont bring any riches in monetary form to a girl or her family but the valuable experience she gains is a life saviour. when you go out and meet different people one learns many things which no university nor any college nor any friend nor anyone of your family could teach you.
I personally learn alot when i go for those corporate interviews for my reports...So far at IBA i have only done around 10 of such interviews but what i learnt in those 10 sessions was never told to me by any of my teacher. obviously its not something explicit and overtly written that I'm asking you to memorize but i believe with every step you take a whole new world filled with knowledge and learning strikes you.
I am a strong support of female education because what they have to face after marriage they need proper education to handle that....they need the knowledge of practical world and the sense of dealing with circumstances and this could only be attained through experience:)
The Name
The reason for keeping such a strong and powerful name is because, these three characteristics are ingrained with me in different ways. Being highly passionate about going abroad for studies, doing something amazing by which i could make my parents proud. Highly passionate about going to Sydney for vacations and watching an opera at the opera house, feeling the smooth touch of breeze with arms wide open at the Sydney Harbour....oho!!!this is what I'm most most passionate about in my life!! many people think its unrealistic, its filmy and many would laugh and laugh and even tease me and ridicule about it when i get to meet them.
But i am really aspiring!!!and i could go to any extent to achieve what i aspire for...so InshAllah within a few years ill post some pics of my vacations at Sydney...talk about my experience at a foreign university....and write the amazing experience of taking my parents for Haj.
And lastly the people i admire...OMG!!!!there is a huge list which i could write down because i tend to admire the normal qualities people i hang out with have...and many of my friends are well aware of them...coz time to time i keep telling them what i love and respect most about them...I'm greatly impressed by a few teachers of mine...not just my IBA teachers but also those who taught me in my alevels and olevels....both in o and alevels my bio teachers were amazing...so dedicated to their profession....i wish i could attain the same level of devotion and dedication to my work and love what i do!!apart from this i seek admiration from many great and reknowed people. federer is one big source of admiration for me.....his commitment to his work is like....i just love that...
Being my first post on my blog...i think its quite long....
But i am really aspiring!!!and i could go to any extent to achieve what i aspire for...so InshAllah within a few years ill post some pics of my vacations at Sydney...talk about my experience at a foreign university....and write the amazing experience of taking my parents for Haj.
And lastly the people i admire...OMG!!!!there is a huge list which i could write down because i tend to admire the normal qualities people i hang out with have...and many of my friends are well aware of them...coz time to time i keep telling them what i love and respect most about them...I'm greatly impressed by a few teachers of mine...not just my IBA teachers but also those who taught me in my alevels and olevels....both in o and alevels my bio teachers were amazing...so dedicated to their profession....i wish i could attain the same level of devotion and dedication to my work and love what i do!!apart from this i seek admiration from many great and reknowed people. federer is one big source of admiration for me.....his commitment to his work is like....i just love that...
Being my first post on my blog...i think its quite long....
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